Nobody puts baby in the corner

 

Do you know who I am? I need to ask myself that in a mirror as I bury me deeper and deeper.  While I allowed these females to say you are not good enough by pounding me into submission.  Little did they know life has tried and hits like them a bitch.  I have seen whom I am with others and inside I sit dormant thinking that was me once.  That is me is what I should be saying not letting it drag me down, well as Johnny Cash once sang ain’t no grave going to keep my body down.  Well while I am still alive.   

Let me still unpack the time I have been just in hibernation well especially with this Pandemic.  I need to unpack the last month.  Now that this television show as utterly confused me.  Sorry off on a side bar again welcome to my brain.  I hate saying that I used to be someone especially with my fiend and acquaintances from my life of money bring up constantly, the boost from my friend my brother and the boosters from my favorite university.  With them explaining that my life has took a dive bomb like a Japanese’s bomber during Pearl Harbor.  How I have just ruined a perfectly good promising talented man.

I know I have disappointed some however I needed a step back to realize the my true potential without all of the blood sucking people standing around ready to pounce like Bella Swan during the birthday scene in twilight.  That may have been hot to her however it made me want to go Luke Perry in Buffy the Vampire Slayer movie with stakes all over their asses.  I know this is crude and half of you have not seen the movie just the cult lame television show.  Just like that I thought I disappeared however I just left.  Just like the women in my life.  I am still a catch even though I have let myself slide a bit.  Time to get back motivated to crush the world.  Do I remember who I am?  I should of just ask myself this question more.  Time to get right.  I should be the arson in my own life and start an internal bon fire.  I am not mediocre and should not settle for less. 

I mean I kissed some girls asses and it got me put in the corner and nobody puts baby in a corner.  I mean wow way to devalue yourself like a CEO yelling that my company sucks instead of taking care of it.  Time to boost this company instead of devaluing it.  I know there are some that would like me to be humble however that is what beta males do to hide and I am not that guy.  I want a podcast however this one would be just another f ing podcast.  I just want to talk stuff about society and sports while not caring about all those that oppose.  I’m hungry and shaking time to pitter patter lets get at atter.