Stay off the Weeeeed

 

I wanted to address something on this blog entry that is marijuana and CBD oil.  I have tried both with drastically different effects.  I went out with two friends and unknowingly smoked I guess a vape of Marijuana in the middle of the bar.  I was more than three sheets to the wind, and I was buzzing after that hit.  I thought it was just some fruity stuff that people have been puffing on with giant clouds of smoke.  I am curious so I took a puff and there I went.  I will once again say that I was enjoying a nice amount of beer that night.  I felt good I couldn’t tell which substance was the one that made me buzzed however I was happy and relaxed also a bit free.  Like on the beach close your eyes and feel the breeze free.  I was intoxicated and I could not tell just which of the two it was because I had a very good day of drinking beer. 

I do not like drugs or this marijuana thing that my pot head friends state it’s a shame that it is not legal yet.  Well in most places it is legal and spreading like wildfire.  Well I just want them to legalize this so that pot heads will have to find something to talk about beside legalizing marijuana.  I have had a couple of trials that made me mad with marijuana, and I mean aggressively angry.  There was on time I just laughed probably because the name of it was Gorilla Glue.  I was relaxed at that time felt happy now I must state the good times my emotions were already high so that could have been the catalyst for my great mood.  I have read studies that marijuana does incite anxiety like a wildfire. 

I now want to address CBD that is currently legal and sweeping the country as the miracle cure for ailments.  I asked the lady at the shop for something to help my PTSD, she stated that she was new and could help.  I should have just asked the other lady that the questions were ran through like a conduit.  This would have been more efficient however the nice guy I have allowed her to get some experience.  The CBD was expensive for the bottle I got that was not the smallest tincture however the second up from the smallest.  This oil I will refer to it as, I am supposed to put a drop under my tongue.  I have tried it before bedtime however I did not get go to sleep or get sleepy I just laid there.  I tried a hole dropper and it had the same effect.  I just know I can use it during the day sometimes and not to get it for sleep.  I do not think that was a good investment however worth the try. 

I do not like drugs because everything in my childhood that has gone bad, was directly from someone on drugs.  I know technically marijuana is however so is alcohol.  I do not care either way for them to legalize the substance known as marijuana.  I often get told to try marijuana for my PTSD however I am still kind of weary about it.  I tried gummies one time and it was okay I just felt out of it.  I do not want to lose my head with every dose.  I am trying to learn more about this through research online.  I am focused on my fitness and weight loss with a beer on the weekend for now.

I will share more about my childhood with drugs at a later post since some of the people that read this think that this may be too long.  Thank you for reading.