BEEP BEEP MFers!

 

Tired of society needing a thesaurus, this girl said swag so much in our first conversation.  I said read a book then message me.  I know I am not perfect people look at punctuation in short message text.  I just use voice to text because can you imagine if voice calling came after text messaging.  People would say Oh my gosh, I can hear their voice, I can tell the inflection in their voice and not have issues with miscommunication.  You can tell when people are happy sad or just not robotic.  People would lose their minds however now it is easy to hide behind text because then you do not have to connect with people or hear a response.  Then they would have to face the emotion of what was said to the other person and people have been socially distancing since before the pandemic.  People hide from others because there is always been people hurt however, they used to just get back up and dust themselves off.  Now its excuses and permission to self-destruct as they play the victim.  Real people and real emotions have been socially distanced for a while now. 

I am not perfect; this is usually said when trashing myself.  I will try not to follow that pattern anymore.  I love me some me I am considered shallow, conceded and people love to see me beaten down.  I know in history tar and feathering, burning at the stake and crucifixion befell all of those that were different.  I am sick and tired, yes, sick is always with tired like raping is with pillaging in the middle ages.  This society telling me because of my skin color, gender, or my overall personality I am wrong.  People loved me drugged and beaten down because they I am subdued and tolerable.  I didn’t go back to my old job because they did not like my personality.  

People love to think I am stupid or ignorant however I just want to be me.  I do not want to be the Edward Snowden’s who changed who he was to appear intelligent while killing his regional unique self.  I almost did that for others to accept me however I am feeling better in my own skin.  You want to crush me for my thoughts and my politics that I have just spoken up about.  Then eat cake and leave me alone.  I know the eat cake was insulting and I mean it like that.  Many movie and historical meaning there too.  Ill let you figure out those two. 

Someone in my life asked me why I say I like these actresses that they are not real.  I state I like the character and personality of that character the looks would be a bonus.  Many say that about me with my weight lately and I understand however do not throw stones when you live in a glass house.  This is hysterically funny when most people live in a house of cards.  I will huff and puff and blow that house of cards down.  I live for me and the people in my life that have chosen me as family.  I know why Pokémon like Pikachu were always happy because when throwing the Pokeball they said I CHOOSE YOU!  That is what we want out of people no matter the trash that spews from the mouth of most people that state I do not need anyone.  Hey, dummy you do need people because being alone sucks and this is a psychological need that usually when not present with some type of bad habit to fill the void. 

Yes, I know I have my football some would say took the place in my life as family when mine was stealing all my sunshine, smile, and money.  Once again, I have thrown the disclaimer, I am not perfect.  I choose to be me and if that covers the 4,565 reasons, I am single then so be it.  I will continue to be me or enjoy my personality, just like I expect those that have a distain for it to try to kill my spirit.  The one feature G.I. Joe had to respect about Cobra is they always kept trying.  Just like the coyote that never could catch the roadrunner.  Beep, Beep MF’s I do not go down for long.